pink rose
Thursday, December 27, 2001
long time no posty cos went on a short trip to malaysia
it was comfortably uneventful, particularly since i've been to the same resort about a million times...
still got math hmwk to finish, another 3 topics. and then the malay stuff.

set up my website Cracklefire. First version features....

JESSICA ALBA matter what *some* people say, i think she actually is pretty. it's sort of a work-in-progress, but there's some stuff already up so go see. and go to the linksss!

shezza@1:56 AM #

Thursday, December 20, 2001
tired. sniffly. sore. cos i fell on my bum.

duh whatever i do is wrong isn't that right melissa...
so hard to please you. i know i don't have a license it was just a TEST DRIVE. and i was only riding pillion anyway ryan was the one who was actually steering the bike so why u making such a big deal out of nothing.

and yes my dad is serious about cuttin off my net if my bill exceeds 150 this month. so...yeah

laying off msn for a while, which is probably a good thing.

shezza@12:02 AM #

Monday, December 17, 2001
Playlist of Dedications

to my dad :: Papa Don't Preach by ...umm I don't know. I don't really care either. I only picked this song cos of the title

to my mom :: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun by Cyndi Lauper

to my homegirls :: Thank You by Dido

to myself :: Suicidal Dreams by Silverchair

to the world in general :: One Step Closer by Linkin Park

shezza@7:27 PM #

Mouthful of Poison by Kittie

Blood spilled
Head filled
Play dead...
Consider yourself now, my friend Enemy number one
You are bound and gagged, sacred circle broken trust
Now the plague has been cast in your town, acid tongue venom word
Why bother to lie?
Leave the lamp behind.
Your mouth full of (lead and lies)
Don’t walk in to fire
You might find that you'll get burned
What a find dirty face
Guilt at last, is this a lesson that’s learned?
Can you hear your own blood in your veins, calling out your demise?
Silence a word to the wise...
Your mouth full of (lead and lies)
I can’t hear you scream
Drowning so it seems your mouth is full of poison...

shezza@4:20 AM #

Saturday, December 15, 2001
Ok these are the ppl i'd like to send hari raya aidilfitri wishes to:

[.] RGS malay girls (esp. ili, diana, nafisah, tetty, aisyah, ain, nat, etc)
[.] kitanian malay girls (i.e. jaza, feeza, hajar, dyann dee etc)
[.] kitanian malay guys (rashid, ariff & fariq)
[.] all my relatives who happen to be reading my blog
[.] all muslimin and muslimat around the world =)

today, satan yang digari semaser bulan ramadan akan dilepas. jager diri baik2, banyak berdoa & berzikir, dan berterime kaseh kepada Allah kerana dapat merayakan aidilfitri setahun lagi.

shezza@4:27 AM #

Friday, December 14, 2001
hehee did anyone watch the show at 7.30 yesterday night?
the one on Channel 5, about alternative medicine or something. it's called umm "On the Pulse" (i think). They were talking about a new method of cooking called macrobiotic cooking, and the lady said "if you want the people who eat your food to be gentle, you must have gentle energy in your cooking." sounds so corny~. and then she said "you must know how to project your love into your food." hehee.
Tamika (alyxia's cousin) called my hp earlier, but I thought it was a prank caller coz i didn't know Alyxia had a cousin named Tamika. So I said "go and make a prank call to somebody else stupid." and then i hung up. hehee so now Alyxia's mad at me and Tamika is hurt. *sigh*.

shezza@8:24 PM #

Got a little tired of trying to get into the whole angsty teenage look. So I opted for a traditional, sugary-sweet-make-me-puke girly layout. It does seem a little out of character, but the HTML was a lot easier to work with. Will try to get a pinky guestbook too, just to go along with the theme.
*sigh* v. tired.
Oh, and big huggles and kisses to Kak Shaf for helping me with the silly scrolling bar thing at the bottom of my LJ. I got it to work. Just now was a temporary server shutdown, I suppose...
Got to arrange a game for our family day wit Mizah. It's crap, basically, but so are family days.

shezza@12:39 AM #


Wisps of silver entwined in gold
Lies held back,the truth be told
Faerie wings flutter, then close
Beneath the veiled words of the pink rose

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